I'm so sick of forgetting myself to remember who I am.

Well my weekend was good. I couldn't have asked for better weather in Massachusetts. It was in the 50's at night and in the 60's during the day. On saturday we went to this outdoor concert in New Hampshire. I don't recall the name of the radio station that put it on, but there were like 20 bands there and it was free. There were like 3 well known bands and the rest were locals. Only band there I heard of was Tantric and I saw them already at Bonzai. But it was mostly the same old. I just enjoy getting away from it all for a while. We also went camping which was most amusing. Other than that, I am having trouble adjusting to being back here. I wish I could pin point my problems on a daily basis. One minute I am fine next minute I am hating myself. I don't get it at all. The doc wants me on mood stabiliziers, but I have yet to make an effort to get them prescribed. Plus I have been getting these really, really bad headaches again. Used to get them a lot, then they went away. Now I am getting them again but times ten. Sometimes they are so bad that I can't see straight and am on the verge of passing out. Well hopefully I will readjust to my normal self in the next few days.