I'm so sick of forgetting myself to remember who I am.

I have pretty much gotten my ex completely out of my head. Then I fall asleep and have one long dream about her. Me and her in a condo on the beach spending time together without her new boyfriend knowing and me fawning over her in the dream telling her I am not happy without her and blah blah blah. The truth is I couldn't be happier, but dreams like this screw with your head. They make you doubt that you are really happy. I just know life is so much easier without her, but that fact that this dream popped up makes me upset. Because now it causes me to think about her and I don't want to. Anybody have any ideas of what to think about instead? Oh well, I am off to work. Another fun filled day there is just what I need to cheer me up let me tell you.