I'm so sick of forgetting myself to remember who I am.

There are just days where you want to kill everybody you come in contact with. This is one of those days. I am so annoyed for some reason. Oh and I spoke to my friend Rob earlier the one I mentioned was talking smack. Turns out he had no idea about this Lindsay thing. He said all he said to her was she came up in a discussion we had. That was what upset her the fact thet we even mentioned her. I would much rather be talked about than not talked about at all. Say what you want about me, I'm still the same person I always was. You won't change that. Almost like the way Tom Cruise will go to the ends of the earth to prove he isn't gay. Is he really kidding me? That man is almost too gay to function. Sorry I had to steal that line from a movie. I mean I have been accused of being gay or bi. Do you see me running out and sleeping with a bunch of women to prove the people wrong? No. Because I am secure about my sexuality. Tom Cruise just takes it a little too seriously, saying that if people think he is gay it will hurt his romantic film credibility. Please, the man has no credibility left. It's pretty funny really, everybody said when him and Nichole Kidman broke up that her career would be over. It looks to be the opposite to me. Go Nichole! And for the record this rant is not about being against gays, I have a lot of friends who are. It's about being yourself and accepting yourself for who you are. It's taken me a LONG time to do that. God, I sound like and after school special.