I'm so sick of forgetting myself to remember who I am.

I went to Lindsay's yesterday. I wanted to get everything straightened out. I am trying this new thing called not hating everybody. I was trying this thing before it was called cutting the people out of my life that were causing me grief. The thing is I came to the realization that I was the one letting them cause me the grief. So i tried a different approach. I went to see Lindsay and Rob came by too and I expressed to them that if I was going to come up in their conversations I would like for them to confront me instead of jumping to conclusions. I'm not sure but I think the sentence I just wrote would categorize as a run on. Anyhow, things are going great in my life. I am going to have a really busy weekend. My friend is coming down from Tampa and I havent seen her in a while. Then I am going to a birthday get together Friday. Then Mother's Day Sunday. I have to find time to wash my car it is filthy. Well I have to cut this short cause I got to cook dinner before the Friends finale. It will probably be garbage. That show has been hit and miss for the last few seasons. One thing is for sure Rachel won't be going to Paris and will get back with Ross. I wonder how long after it will be that they will be "on a break!" Well I must get started on dinner making bacon wrapped scallops. Yummy.