I'm so sick of forgetting myself to remember who I am.

Well I ordered some new parts for my computer. I am doing my upgrades in stages. So I ordered a case and a power supply and a dvd burner. Now for those who don't know the power supply goes in the caseand provides power to the computer. So of course the place I ordered from ships two seperate boxes. One from New Jersey and one from California. So I get one of them today...a box containing...you guessed it. The burner and the power supply. So without the case my power supply is useless. Now I don't have much to look forward to in this miserable life so I looked forward to coming home and wrencing on my computer, but alas, I cannot. Plus I have been getting up at 5:30 everyday this week to go to work. I usually go in at 7, but the guy I work with is on vacation so I have to fill in for him too. So I have been workign 11 hours a day all week and have to work 6 hours tomorrow at 6 a.m. again. So I am just sitting here listening to music and Crash and Burn by Simple Plan just came on. I used to listen to this song a lot when me and my ex broke up. Or I should say she decided to end our relationship without the courtesy of telling me. "I wonder what it's like to be like you, to never really care how bad it hurts, so go ahead and lie and keep moving on, it's all about yourself, you're never wrong, I'll watch you crash and burn." So true, so true. And it is even more evident when she calls every few months just to see if I am still upset over her. She is a sick twisted individual, but yet so was I for ever dating her. I am sure everybody has been there before, they start a relationship that they know is wrong from the beginning, but you don't just won't listen to yourself until it is too late.