I'm so sick of forgetting myself to remember who I am.

I was watching a movie, not going to go into details, but it made me start yearning for somebody to love. I have been single for over a year and made my way past the girl that nearly destroyed my life. Now I am ready to love somebody again. It just seems that with everyday that goes by that it isn't possible or that I won't find anybody. I guess I am hoping to find a suitable companion after my move. It makes no sense to start anything here if I am leaving soon.  I just wish love wasn't such a difficult emotion. I believe the Ataris said it best..."relationships and heartaches,
these two things are one and the same".